A Compromise - A short term insecurity killer

Just thinking about my future
It seems like I have to jump from Mercury to Jupiter
Seeing the world around busy working
I cant stop thinking
It feels numb
It feels dumb
the goal is all set
but it feels that im not done yet
lost in thought I am
people ask me if im alright
they look at me confused
they thought I was bright
the brain cant stop overanalysing
too nervous to attain success
sometimes I overdo it
without a direction clueless

Dazed and confused I am
The task seems to dawn upon me
If I dont stop getting scared
It is sure to walk over me
Feel low on confidence
getting a feeling of self destruction
running out of gas
insecurity shunts the propulsion
Jupiter is far away, Venus should be fine
But if I have the capability
why should I not  shine
If I dont gather courage now
I will curse myself for life
Too far Jupiter is definitely
But I should commit to it as if it were my wife.



--Kaustubh Kabre